I’m not even going to pretend
that I’m not upset when they talk about Idol stuff.
truthfully: it kills me that I didn’t get to audition this time
and it kills me that I’m not able to spend 100 percent of my time working towards my dreams.
if be singing, writing, acting, whatever…
I feel like time is ticking away without me…
meanwhile, I work on clients in a rush, with my heart somewhere else.
