January 2011
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kristopherbutcher asked: pssst... you should come around more often. you're missed.
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“The first note rips through the speaker
And it’s the sound of my way out!...”
– The Matches - “More than local boys”
thankyou to
All the beautiful new followers!
Its been insanely crazy the past couple days,
But I honestly cannot wait to read your blogs and thoughts and get to know all of you!
Thanks again!
-JA
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“q Fresh starts. Thanks to the calendar, they happen every year - just set your...”
– Grey’s Anatomy (via chaotique)
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chaotique asked: I'm sorry to hear you're sick, I hope you feel better soon! You're an amazing person with so much to offer the world, never give up on your dreams, okay? Here's to an amazing year, even if it had a rough start <3
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fictionalromance asked: Ah, yes this year has been rather off. Its also gone by terribly fast, I'm beginning to think there's something going on with time. Or we're all just getting older.
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“Fake faces everywhere I see,
Fake people looking back at me
Sit down,...”
– From First To Last - The Latest Plague
Good Riddance 2010.
December 2010
31 posts
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lately,
I go to write a blog update,
and I write a whole song.
then I get busy,
working out the lyrics and hearing the music in my head,
that either I’ve worked through what I need to say
or I realize that I should just save it to really throw everyone off on what I’m up to.
I dont like posting my lyrics for a couple reasons
1) I’m completely terrified that someone will steal...
The Internal Dialogue of Seeing a Police Car.
“I should really slow down.
“Shit! I can’t remember what the speed limit on a freeway is, I never drive it! I have places to go”
“I feel like I wonder that every time I see a cop, I should really remember it for times like these”
“is it illigal to drive with your phone sitting in your lap? I mean its not like I’m talking on it…at the...
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“People have to really suffer before they can risk doing what they love.”
– Chuck Palahniuk
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“You have made me brave, little monsters. And I promised myself that now I’m...”
– Lady Gaga
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“Fame is now injectable….
…Lives become incredible
Now, please...”
– My Chemical Romance - Planetary (Go)
I only hear the words I need to…
I hope at
the end of the next and last 3 months,
I wont look back and still feel like I wasted the last 7 months of my life.
not to mention $15,000.
yeah, it’s awesome.
“My whole life is pretty much the point of “barganing” in the...”
– Text from tonight.
Remember reggie and the full effect?
I swear he’s playing keyboard for my chem.
Tonight,Tonight....
I’m seeing jimmy eat world, bad religion, my chemical romance and……..smashing pumpkins!
Yet again I realize I’ll love anyone who looks like someone I love. Ha!
I'm not even going to pretend
that I’m not upset when they talk about Idol stuff.
truthfully: it kills me that I didn’t get to audition this time
and it kills me that I’m not able to spend 100 percent of my time working towards my dreams.
if be singing, writing, acting, whatever…
I feel like time is ticking away without me…
meanwhile, I work on clients in a rush, with my heart somewhere...
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okay, okay. I admit, I'm a horrible blogger.
I wish I wasn’t,
but I’m learning to just simply accept who I am.
but some nights, I drive home in my car,
and I have these A-HA moments (excuse my Oprah, its kinda like french, but less romantic)
(and on further parenthesis thinking, why is Oprah not a word recognized by spell check? so ignorant…)
as I was saying…. these moments always come to me when I’m...
November 2010
21 posts
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“Follow through
Make your dreams come true
Don’t give up the fight
You...”
– Muse - Invincible
Dear God,
I’m not dense nor unresponsive,
I know in the past I’ve turned my ear away from your voice,
but I’m really trying to hear, and listen, and follow what you’re saying to me.
But, could you maybe send me some help through this particular trial?
I feel like a one person army against all odds.
My heart is getting weakened, and my soul oh so very tired.
Are you sure...
AH! I figured it out.
Twilight, totally knocked off the “thinking background music” from Dexter.
you know when Bella does her bitching?
It sounds an ALOT like Dexter’s intelligent reflection music.
one day I’ll find a clip and prove it,
instead I’m going to go back and re-watch season 2.
“If you see a difference between where you are and where you want to be -...”
– Neal Donald Walsch
